Category Archives: Scripture

Cursing God?

Posted on October 30, 2010 by Flux

 I awoke Thursday feeling physically worse than I had the day before. It was my second day out of the hospital and I was hoping for at least a little improvement each day. On top of that our weather increased in … Continue reading →

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Consequences of Not Telling

Posted on October 29, 2010 by Flux

The migraines returned. Two and a half short days. Today is the 29th and I have officially had four days this month without significant physical pain. After exploring all other options, weather, bad food, bad drugs, medication issues, etc. I … Continue reading →

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Scars Tell Our Story

Posted on October 19, 2010 by Flux

I have been very bothered by the physical scars left behind from the rapes. Seeing them on my body is a constant reminder of what happened and I have had this erroneous belief that having them gone will help me … Continue reading →

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God Rejoices Over You With Singing

Posted on September 29, 2010 by Flux

A friend whom I have not seen in many years gave me a special book when she heard about my struggles. The title was enough to touch me. In the back of the book was a CD of the song … Continue reading →

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Dissociating the Stories

Posted on September 28, 2010 by Flux

“The little girl watches from a distance, safely above and beyond reach; the naked woman lays frozen in a death like state while the predator violates her body.” So begins the revealing of an experience of my rape. Being faced with a knife, the threat of rape, … Continue reading →

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