Monthly Archives: December 2010

Full Time Job of Healing

Posted on December 23, 2010 by Flux

                           Why are you downcast, O my soul?                                WHY so distressed within me? I choose to put my hope in You, God, for I will yet praise You, my Savior and my God. My soul is downcast within me; therefore I … Continue reading →

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Tempting Fate

Posted on December 13, 2010 by Flux

Others have impressed many restrictions on my freedom since I moved back into my home. I am supposed to have an escort when coming or going from my house, especially at night. I need to call and report in to … Continue reading →

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Deserving Good?

Posted on December 7, 2010 by Flux

Deserve. It is so painful just to write that word. Why does it have so much power with all that I have learned and all that I have overcome so far? Today I met with a therapist who specializes in … Continue reading →

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Excessive Exhaustion

Posted on December 6, 2010 by Flux

To sleep, perchance to dream. ~Shakespeare, from Hamlet Being in a constant state of running is not good for anyone. It is definitely not good for someone in recovery. A few days after returning to my home, I went to … Continue reading →

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