Category Archives: Flashbacks/Memories

Flasback of Being Laid Bare

Posted on November 15, 2010 by Flux

~WARNING~…may be triggering The flashback. Intense fear. Afraid to allow the memory to surface. Paralyzed to dissociation, extreme nausea, and labored breathing ? My mind tries to protect me and my body still breaks out in physical pain; a biological response … Continue reading →

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Unintentional Arrow of Irritability

Posted on November 13, 2010 by Flux

Irritated! That is what can happen to me after having bad flashbacks, I become so irritable about everything! I believe it comes from a resurgence of anger at the rapist whom I cannot take it out on, after all I … Continue reading →

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PTSD Sink Hole

Posted on November 12, 2010 by Flux

Yesterday, out of nowhere I learned one of the tough lessons of recovery: The higher you climb the farther you fall. I have been doing so well lately with regards to my symptoms of PTSD and the emotions that go with it. … Continue reading →

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Real Me…

Posted on November 3, 2010 by Flux

…to be or not to be? (Natilie Grant ~ The Real Me) Psalm 17:15 (NKJV) reads:      As for me, I will see Your face in righteousness;          I shall be satisfied when I awake in Your likeness. In a devotional … Continue reading →

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Physical Pain as a Diversion

Posted on October 18, 2010 by Flux

I acknowledge that I have been behind on my writing lately. Today marks the first day headache free in over two weeks. My migraine kicked up with the last major storm and decided it was going to stay. After multiple … Continue reading →

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