Archive for the ‘ Flashbacks/Memories ’ Category

Mighty Angel Protector

21st April 2011 | 0 Comments

Since I have been blessed with this beautiful new neighborhood, both with a lake and surrounded by lakes, I have been walking more just to absorb the aesthetics. Soon I realized that this would be an excellent way to ‘sneak’ in some exercise as well. When I first began walking and was still brand new […]

To Be or Not to Be

15th April 2011 | 0 Comments

I sink further in my isolation. I have now crossed to a place where I just want to be alone. If I am alone, I cannot be hurt by the pretending that everything is alright. I can’t be hurt by what goes unsaid. I cannot be hurt by you being afraid to touch me. I […]

Making Rape Less Unspeakable

17th March 2011 | 0 Comments

Perhaps too much time alone is too much time alone. WARNING: I offer a warning to whoever may be triggered by, judgemental of, or find too much information in my authenticity. Please do not read this entry. Again I am choosing to tell my story so  that others who walk the same road, alone or in […]

Almost Broken

1st March 2011 | 2 Comments

I have had a long absence because I was delivered a big shock that brought my functioning and motivation very low. Our family survived the office burglary and the hundreds of hours of work it took to recover our business. We got our W-2’s out in time which was nothing short of a miracle from […]

The Ax Forgets, The Tree Remembers

19th January 2011 | 0 Comments

The house next door to me has been vacant since April of last year. While occupied it had a somewhat dilapidated enclosure around the carport. The enclosure included  two large swinging gates on the front which never hung straight. The man who raped me hid behind the gates and wall waiting for me to return home. After […]

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