Category Archives: Fear

Jesus Models – The Lessor

Posted on June 19, 2011 by Flux

We may have many people who represent Jesus in our lives. We definitely all have a parent and that is the primary way we learn about the parent/child relationship and thus God the Father’s relationship to His children. Many of … Continue reading →

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Anger Silences

Posted on June 13, 2011 by Flux

Preparing for this anniversary week, I scheduled extra counseling sessions. On the first day with my therapist, instead of feeling compassion for myself and what had been done to me, I kept getting stuck in anger. Since this was an ongoing trend for me, … Continue reading →

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Anticipating Rape Anniversaries

Posted on May 25, 2011 by Flux

As some of you know, I am just a few weeks shy of facing the anniversary of the horrifically life changing nights last June; the nights a male stranger thought he had the right to violently and humiliatingly invade my body. The anxiety of … Continue reading →

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Mighty Angel Protector

Posted on April 21, 2011 by Flux

Since I have been blessed with this beautiful new neighborhood, both with a lake and surrounded by lakes, I have been walking more just to absorb the aesthetics. Soon I realized that this would be an excellent way to ‘sneak’ … Continue reading →

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Sharing Honest Survivor Feelings

Posted on April 15, 2011 by Flux

I wrote this a few days ago as my anniversary dates approach. Right now I am choosing to survive, writing this drained enough of my energy to allow me to lie down and sleep. I have debated about posting it here. … Continue reading →

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