Tonight is another one of those nights. I lay awake, afraid to sleep. If I close my eyes, I will see him. Him, the man who is probably sleeping like a baby right now not giving me a second thought. Why do I give him so many? The air conditioner shuts off with a bang […]

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Filed under: Fear, Life

I would be remiss not to include the websites and hotlines that have been helpful to me and to thousands of other women. I stumbled upon them one by one as I desperately searched for help. Here I will provide my favorite and then add to them from time to time as I find others. The […]

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Filed under: Recovery, Resources

My sister gave me a Total Pillow thinking it would be great for me to put ice in and then lay on to help my headaches, which it does. Well last night I decided to try sleeping on it because I could not find a position that did not increase my pain. How amazing! I […]

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Filed under: Friends, Uncategorized

I chose the name for my blog because it comes from a promise in scripture that brings me hope: 3 To console those who mourn in Zion, To give them beauty for ashes, The oil of joy for mourning, The garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; That they may be called trees of […]

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Filed under: Recovery, Scripture

Today did not start out a good day. Since having my head slammed on a floor and later into a wall, I have been waking most mornings with horrible headaches, which I am prone to, just not every morning. I really did not want to get up and go to church. Between the headache and depression, my preference […]

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Filed under: Comfort, Friends, Life, Scripture